So I guess the title explains it. Today I am stomping my feet and throwing a temper tantrum! Why?...because last night we found out that another one in our growth group is pregnant. Seriously...6 in 6 months plus a few other acquaintances...???? How much can one person/couple take????? While I thought that a month was enough time for me to be "OK" I totally lost it. Don't get me wrong we are very excited for this family. However I just don't get it. They weren't trying at all and of course I would give anything for a child..!!!
But God. I say it....I know it....I believe it... but I still ask WHY? I realize it is a question I probably won't get answered but since this is the place to let it all out I thought I would through it out there. I really can't wait for the day, whether it be on earth or in heaven, where I look back and get to see God's timing of it all. That's it...that's all for today... Gotta love hormonal outbursts!
God...I love you...believe in you and all you have in store. Please give me peace....I give you all that I have.
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