April....already!

Well not much to say besides I can't believe how time flies. We are already in April! I didn't write last week because it was Spring Break and I choose to not sit at a computer very long if I'm not forced to. So anyways it was Spring break and Chris and I had a great week off! We planted a garden, did house work, small projects around the house...somewhat got back into working out...and spent 3 different days with family celebrating Easter.
And the most important thing is we started the shots for the next round of IVF. I really want to have the right attitude about the whole process but especially with God. I don't want to expect to little or too much. I am trying to give it to God. I did start and will continue to do acupuncture and while I hope that any & all of the meds will help with the process I know God will ultimately be the "de-stress" and "relax" that I need! So I know these journals are supposed to be where I write what is going on in life and where I am at. I feel like I do that and currently all I am focused on is having a child and what it is going to take to get us there. And really that is where we are at in life right now. I hope to look back one day and realize where we were at at this time in our lives and how far we came (with child!) Spring time... I sit and stare at a window and wish I could move my office outside. What a beautiful time of year....and what a wonderful time it would be to have God bless us with a child.
Lord,
I give you all the praise and worship for such beautiful days! I continue to ask for you to bless Chris and I with a child. You know are hearts desires and if there be anything blocking that or any sin getting in the way of that I ask that you remove it from us and our thought be pleasing to you. Lord I know you know that this is my greatest Joy that I look forward to and I give you all the glory and nothing else. I know that even though we are taking all these pills...doing all these shots...and all this medicine the Glory will be all yours when you give us a child (or two???? :) Just thought I would ask :-) I love you...and as for the list of people to pray for it is a long list as always and so I will mention a few...Our growth group...that we may continue to grow our relationships...Scott Guilfoil and Jamie and her family Lord bless her for every morning she talks to you about us and I want to continually keep them in our prayers too! I pray for Bee that you continue to keep her strong...and your will be perfect for her and where she's at. I pray for Dan and Carrie that everything works out for them with this adoption and anything standing in the way. Make sure I have a positive attitude towards them and love unconditionally. It is hard but not as hard as giving my only son for the whole worlds sins! I love you. For everyone else I am not thinking of you know who they are and I just pray that you draw them to you. Cause without you I don't know where I would be...little scary. Love you & praise you!